In denial
No, my lifes a trial
Im not denying that every little bit hurts
Its a problem, that Im not solving
Dont mind admitting I feel like quitting this job
For a while, Getting away before it gets any worse today
Your in denial, and that is final
Your not admitting, you should be quitting
All these queens and fairies, and muscle Marys
The rough trade boyfriend, who in his pathetic own way denies he gay
Why cant he see this is a fantasy
I think Im going mad
Howd you know if your going mad?
Look at me Im lonely
Look at me Im sad
Im not denying, I could be trying, a little harder
to deal with some of this stuff
Know what Im thinking, less drugs and drinking
No cigarettes, and youll feel a little less worth
Is that enough? my life is absurd
Im living it upside down
Like a vampire working at night, Sleeping all day
A dad with a girl who knows hes gay
Can you love me anyway?
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